Memories

Wonderful. Last night, while you were looking at me in the eyes and talking about random things. The hours passed by and I kept wishing for the night not to end... But it did. Will I see you again?

I felt something. Did you feel it? Did you feel me?

You did.

*Iz

Meet the Brick Shit House

"Don't you wish you'd never met her?..."

*Iz

Where's the love?...

They're whispering things I cannot hear. Expressing their rage, their despair. Shattering the glass, destroying themselves and their loved ones. Drowning.

But that might not be the reason why I'm crying.

*Iz

Come closer

With a smile, you approached me and asked if you could sit next to me. Sure, I said nervously, as I tried not to show how surprised I really was. But it only makes me suffer. You only make me suffer. It's not that I don't like or admire you, don't get me wrong! But you just keep messing with my head and you're not even aware of it! But I'll survive... Everyone else did...

*Iz

Days before you came

"Days before you came
It always seemed enticing
To be naked and profane
There is no denying..."

You brought me back to life... And I'll never be able to thank you for that... One day, you'll let me down and walk away and I'll finally realise this is the ways things work... Fate? I don't believe in fate. But maybe (just maybe) some things are just meant to be... or not. Who cares? I'm in love!

*Iz

*...*

I'm falling hopelessly in love...
Fuck

*Iz

Welcome to the Real World

Today I tried to get your attention. In a subtle way, if such thing is possible. But you didn't notice. And I loved it.
One has to suffer to learn how to love. Pain is the answer.

"If it don't hurt,
It don't work,
No..."

*Iz

Sorrow

"Helpless child
They invite your hands to fill their needs
Will you be the same?...
Shameless smile
They steal from you the innocence that bleeds
Will they feel your pain?..."

- Anna Lee, by Dream Theater

Some things never change...

*Iz

Gone astray

Is it so bad to keep a secret?
I won't say it. So don't ask.
Still wanna know? Fuck it, then! I wasn't born to satisfy others, it's time to think about myself.
Time to change.

*Iz