Idealism

"In itself, homosexuality is as limiting as heterosexuality: the ideal should be to be capable of loving a woman or a man; either, a human being, without feeling fear, restraint, or obligation."

~ by Simone de Beauvoir

*Iz

Happy Birthday

One year and one day...

It won't be long before you become a beautiful young woman.

*Iz

Little Trick

"Hello Death.

Has my time arrived? Did you come to take me?..."

My body reacted faster than my mind, my head was spinning, my heart missed a beat.

One moment... And then it's over, it's gone.

Tears. Silent sobs. But I escaped.

*Iz

Sorry

I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry about the last one. I didn't mean it like that... Or did I?

*Iz

Remember?

Watch me sweating, feel me panting, hear me moaning and begging you to fuck me harder.

And when we're almost there, when we can't take it any more...

...Stop.

I want to see that sweet smile of yours again.

Love you.

*Iz

Who am I?

"I'm the world you'll never see
I'm the slave you'll never free
I'm the truth you'll never know
I'm the place you'll never go
I'm the sound you'll never hear
I'm the course you'll never steer
I'm the will you'll not destroy
I'm the gin in the gin-soaked boy
The gin-soaked boy"

- in Gin Soaked Boy, by The Divine Comedy

*Iz

Purity

I love the way you smile, it brings that twinkle to your eye.

Virtue and innocence.

Purity.

*Iz

Fallen Angel

"Your beauty took my breath away,
In awe all day..."

- in Walking Barefoot, by Ash


Thank you. I had a wonderful time. And you're such a beautiful person, I could look at you forever and you would still look beautiful. Your skin is so soft... But it felt like a sin. Touching you and laughing for you... You're an angel, a fallen angel. Will you smile for me? Will you sing, just for me?

I know what he meant by saying that you're the sweetest thing in the whole world.

*Iz

To you, sweetheart

They have no idea of what it's like to be you. You're such a wonderful person, you've got that inner joy that impresses me everytime and fills me with that inevitable warmth... You're a bliss, to all of us; you've got what it takes to be a star. And you'd be a beautiful little star and I'd protect you from harm and I'd smile whenever you'd smile.

You've got that special something and they can't take that away from you, no matter how hard they try. You're not like them, you're different, you're with us now, we're a part of you, I know we are. And I know I must seem crazy and by now everybody must be wondering what the fuck am I talking about and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm not making any fucking sense, but to be perfectly honest, I don't give a flying fuck. But I do give a fuck about you, and it's you I'm worried about.

Because I want you to be happy.

Don't let them get to you. You're stronger than that. And whenever you feel that you aren't, whenever you feel that you're sinking and the water's coming in and you're drowning, remember that there's someone who can save you. And you can always count on that someone, no matter what.

You can always count on me.

*Iz

The Beauty Regime

Beat stress and rebalance your life
Make those dreams come true
Impress all your colleagues and friends
With the brand new you

So many lives condemned for no need
'Cause people don't buy the right magazine
Take a look in the mirror and see
Exactly how worthless you are

In a rut? Can't get out? Don't know why?
It's time to make that change
Cover up all the pain in your life
With our new product range

So please don't feel blue - let us show you how
To talk yourself into a good mood right now
Feeling sad is no longer allowed
No matter how worthless you are

And if your life depresses you
Just live it through your favourite movie star

Beat stress and rebalance your life
All you need to do
Is forget all the useless advice
And live your life for you

Don't let them sell you impossible dreams
Don't be a slave to the beauty regime
Look again in the mirror and see
Exactly how perfect you are

- in The Beauty Regime, by The Divine Comedy

*Iz

Friendly words

There's someone needing a comforting hug and a huge kiss.

This one's for you. It's for you to remember that I'll always be there. And I love you. I really do.

"Smile,
And the whole world smiles with you..."

*Iz