Somebody's Always Watching Me...

I would have stolen a kiss from you.

I would, but the whole world was watching.

*Iz

Tease Me

I would have stolen a kiss from you.

I would, if you had teased me.

*Iz

Ignorance is Bliss

I did not think you were going to understand, but I did think you were going to try. But after what you have told me...

It hurts, it really hurts.

You brought me to this world, you are part of my family, my blood is your blood. And still... You never knew me well enough.

I am not going to apologize for being what I am. Because I am proud of myself, and even though I know that some people will walk away from me and that very difficult times will come, I will stand up and fight. I will fight for acceptance, for freedom.

I didn't want it to be like this. I wanted to wait for the right time, but now that I actually think about it, maybe that time would never come. But you insisted... And I couldn't lie to you again, could I? So I told you... You cried, I cried. And it's not finished yet, I know it's not. More tears will come.

Maybe things will eventually change. Ignorance is bliss, I know, but now it's done and we can't go back. We'll have to learn how to go through this together.

*Iz

Lake of Blood

Some things really hurt, you know.

I'm walking above a lake of blood, the blood that is coming from my bleeding heart.

Your golden spear is still carved there. You've carved your name on my heart, and now it will be there forever. You'll drain my strength, until you've taken all there is left to take. Until no more blood comes out of the crack. Until I die.

See what you've done?

*Iz

Everlasting Presence

I am hypnotized by your look, absorved by your presence, drifting away... And suddenly, I've got wings and I'm flying so high that I don't think I want to get back ever again.

Your hands are magical... Make it last forever.

*Iz

The Crawl

One thought, one word... And I'm crawling at your feet once again.

*Iz

Torn

I want to scream, I want to tear everything apart. I feel like a stranger, an alien in this fucked-up world.

Please save me... You're the only one who can save me, you're the only one who can make me feel again. I want my life to have a meaning. Can you help me?

I'm gonna have to keep the blades away from me tonight, otherwise I might do something I'll regret later.

*Iz

...Wicked

"Kiss me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
My wildest dreams
Could not foresee
Lying beside you
With you wanting me"

- by Wicked

*Iz

Little Teddy Bear

Hello Little Teddy Bear.

Thank you Little Teddy Bear.

*Iz

Thank You

I felt amazingly comfortable with you. The way you let me share your lives... I felt like I've just come across two of the most wonderful human beings on Earth.

Thank you.

*Iz

Butterflies

"Right now, I want you once again..."

Your soul is beautiful, and your body... God, I could spend an eternity staring at your body.

I'm feeling those butterflies in my tummy again. It is you?

*Iz

Desire

I'm mad. You're making me crazy.

Blind with desire.

*Iz