Nevermind

"And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind..."

~in Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana

*Iz

Moving on

It was just another dream, wasn't it? But unlike the others, this dream left bruises and wounds that will never heal.

I should have seen it coming. There is no such thing as perfection. Everyone is selfish in their own way. Selfish and ungrateful.

Friendship, I thought. Silly me.

Don't get me wrong, I don't blame you. I couldn't possibly blame you. I could only do that if I weren't as selfish and ungrateful myself. But, guess what? I am.

So, although your haunting presence remains, I will move on. And one day, hopefully, I will be able to live in peace.

*Iz

Pain

I miss you.

My heart aches. My head hurts.

I miss you terribly.

*Iz

Excuse me, I apologize

"It seemed to last for hours
It seemed to last for days
This lady of the flowers
and her hypnotic gaze.

She wears her tears on her blouse
confused and racked with self-doubt
she stole the keys to my house
and then she locked herself out..."

- in Lady of the Flowers, by Placebo

*Iz

Strange Deja Vu

You spend your days following me. No matter where I go, you're always there, watching me, keeping me under control. The funny thing is that I can't see you. But I can feel you, I can feel your presence.

I spend my days following you. No matter where you go, I'm always there, watching you, keeping you under control. But you can't see me. I wonder if you can feel me, I wonder if you can feel my presence.

"I just can't help myself
I'm feeling like I'm going out of my head
Uncanny, strange dejá vu
But I don't mind
I hope to find the truth."

- in Strange Dejá Vu, by Dream Theater

*Iz

Only Lifeguards Can Save Me

"People in my head that won't stop talking
Nothing in my dream that isn't creepy crawling...

(...)

Nothing on the box that hasn't been born
No one in the street that isn't old...

Driving in the car and I think that I'm crashing
Swimming in the sea and I think I'll...
...You guessed it."

~ in Waiting for the Son of Man, by Placebo