Frustration

Isn't it utterly frustating spending an entire year preparing yourself for that final moment, and then, in the end, fucking it up? Well I just did that.

Fuck it. I'm tired of hearing all those people who are expecting me to do fine. Well, this time I'm not. I love you all very much, but please... Please shut the fuck up. Just for this once. Please offer me the chance to share my frustation with you. Please don't pretend that you know the end of the story. Because you don't.

Please let me know you're my friends.

*Iz