Miss Cellophane

Try seeing through me. I bet it won't be difficult.

*Iz

Placebo

"Says he's a poet,
This time he's gonna blow it
'Cause he's dancing with his ego...
I took a vow of silence,
When he reads his work to me
I swallow words like a placebo..."

- in Flesh Mechanic, by Placebo

*Iz

Sleeping

My lover is sleeping in the bedroom. I haven't got the courage to wake him up. He's such a sweet little thing.

*Iz

Be Happy

Happy Birthday Mum.

I know it has been tough for you, but hopefully things will get better.

I wish you a very happy life.

Love You Mum.

*Iz

The L Word

"Girls in tight dresses
Who drag with moustaches.
Chicks driving fast
Ingenues with long lashes.

Women who long love lust
Women who give.
This is the way
it's the way that we live.

Talking, laughing, loving, breathing
Fighting, fucking, crying, drinking
Writing, winning, losing, cheating
Kissing, thinking, dreaming...

This is the way
it's the way that we live
It's the way that we live
...And Love."

- in The L Word Theme (Season 2), by Betty

*Iz

Love's Embrace

"You're so far away
And so alone...
You long for Love's embrace
To keep you sane, to make you whole."

- in Endless Sacrifice, by Dream Theater

*Iz

Sly and Evil

What kind of sick fuck sleeps with his students?

Christ...

She told me to make a drawing for her. And she kept it. She showed it to me when I was a bit older. She still had it.

"See how I kept it? See how much I care about you?"

And now I see. They knew it all. All that sweetness, the way she was desperately trying to be nice to me - it wasn't just for the sake of goodness.

Sly and evil... Rot in hell.

Now I'm truly pissed off. I'm mad. I'm furious.

*Iz