Thinking about you

I still think about you, the way you moved, the outline of your body, your fragile figure... Your scent, your shy smile. After all this time, I still think about you.

I wish you happiness.

*Iz

Lucky Dream

You came through the window.

(Is that even possible?)

I didn't really want to. I didn't stop you though. Only because I was so damn horny.

But it didn't feel as it should. It was sort of meaningless. And then Mother came and I woke up. Before she entered the room.

Lucky, uh?

*Iz

Sinking

I'm so lost. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say... I would like to do something with my life, but courage seems to be missing. I'm not daring enough. I'm sinking. And I'll just keep sinking until I reach the lowest level of existence.

Fuck.

*Iz

Excruciating desire

"How is it wrong to act on desire, when we are both suffocating from it? When it harms no one... when it's so... fucking... excruciating?"

- in The L Word, 2x04 - Lynch Pin

Foolish Love

We think we've got everything under control. We don't ever think that things might turn out to be different than what we expected, that everything might just go wrong.

I was so confident. I felt I could make it work. And I did make it work. Too well, actually.

Things got terribly out of control.

*Iz