Those wonderful eyes

It felt as if it wasn't a dream, your hands right below my waist, your tongue exploring every bit of flesh...

I must be careful. You surely are beautiful, but I mustn't allow myself to be intoxicated by those wonderful eyes of yours.

*Iz

...And Again

I dreamed about you last night.

We talked for hours. It felt right and perfect and it made me feel warm inside. And then I had to leave, but I didn't mind, because I knew I was going to see you again. And again, and again, and again.

It was so vivid... and yet so unreal, since you are no longer a part of my life. You turned your back on me a long time ago.

Fuck, I miss you.

*Iz

So...

So today I wonder if I should have stayed in bed.

*Iz

Holding On

Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore.

I keep having these thoughts about people who keep haunting me day after day. I can't help it. I know I should let them go, but I can't, I keep holding on to their memories, hoping that perhaps that will bring them back to my life.

The sad thing is, deep down I know they'll never be back. I'll probably never see them again, and even if I do, it will just revive those memories.

And break my heart each time.

*Iz

Fateful Day

Today, I ask you to come to me. To sit beside me and celebrate this fateful day.

Your golden spear is still carved there. You've carved your name on my heart, and now it will be there forever. You'll drain my strength, until you've taken all there is left to take. Until no more blood comes out of the crack. Until I die.

I wonder if you ever think about me.

*Iz