Friends?

Another dream.

We were somewhere near the beach, I think. I'm not really sure. Eveyone was there. My friends. Our friends. You are one of them, after all.

And then you told me you had to go. I don't know where, but it didn't really matter. We were close and you were saying goodbye and I was saying goodbye and suddenly my lips crushed against yours and your tongue found its way into my mouth and just for a second our bodies pressed together in an urgent expression of lust and desire, the curves of your body perfecty fitting my own.

Just for a moment. And then it was over and you were gone.

Strange way to say goodbye to a friend.

*Iz

My Lady of the Flowers

I exposed myself to you, even though my cheeks were flushed from the all the embarrassment I was feeling. But I trusted you.

I don't blame you. I miss you, though. I wish I could be with you once more. Because I never really had the chance to say goodbye. And maybe that's the reason I keep holding on.

But I'm taking my time. And now it is time to mourn.

She stole the keys to my house
And then she locked herself out.

*Iz

Ridiculous Insignificance

Unbearable pain in my chest. Feeling rage and hatred for sympathy. Only to end up feeling miserable.

It’s more than I can take. The crying, the screaming, the desperation, the anger, the swearwords.

The painful feeling of ridiculous insignificance.

*Iz

Missing Little Teddy Bear

I hesitantly pressed my lips against hers. Uncertain at first, but increasingly confident afterwards, she kissed back.

And suddenly, one kiss was not enough.

*Iz